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The Breakthrough

Last week I shared a post of gratitude to those that supported me, and Zaccy last year. I wanted to express gratitude to each of them and thank everyone for their support. Up until last Wednesday, I had been having good and bad days with processing the grief of Zac’s passing, overall feeling I was

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Growth

That is the word I use to describe 2018. It wasn’t an easy year, but it also wasn’t the hardest year. The year tested me, stretched me in deeper, necessary ways, to wake me up to a new way of being. The year started (day two of the year) attending an event when Goddess Kali

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Hope

  This week marks two years since I was lying in a hospital bed with pelvic inflammatory disease after being sexually assaulted by a friend from overseas staying with me. He knew my history with childhood sexual abuse and yet he came into my home and within an hour had pinned me against a wall,

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You don’t know my story

You don’t know my story… All you see, is the outer manifestation of the life I have lived.. You don’t know the pain, trauma, joys, successes that I have experienced in my life… You don’t know my hopes and dreams, you just look at my outer shell, and decide I am unworthy. Unworthy of your

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Body Dysmorphia at it’s finest

This is me, six years ago today, and thanks to body dysmorphia, still felt like I weighed 120kg, and yet, I was 70kg…. I hated this picture because I felt like it showed my fat stomach still and was ashamed. At this point, I had been in recovery from bulimia for close to two years,

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This is me..Self Love

This is me…This is me, today, aged 45… This is me, in the body that my soul chose before I was even conceived, to inhabit, for this journey through life.. My soul chose this body, to heal.. My soul chose this beautiful body to learn from truly painful lessons… This body has been through a

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